Hardcore isn't the same as it used to be. I hate my job, I still hate my parents, I fucked up a lot in my life. Music is the only thing I love and always will. Went and saw American Hardcore when it came out and I was envious of these people who didn't know better at the time. We don't have any urges of neglect and real anger, yet we do but we're so fucking 'cool' and afraid of 'realness'. I put on 'Something I Learned Today' and it almost fucking made me cry, I forgot how good this was.
I can't even bother to go on about this, I really hope I feel something amazing again before I'm dead.
This may be my only post
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